Love Always, Lexus.

i get so irritated and annoyed when you act like i’m some type of groupie or that i’m a bad girlfriend that flirts with all these guys all the time or something , because i’m not and i don’t . it makes me feel like you don’t trust me , in a sense . i have a past , but so do you , and you don’t see me bringing it up all the time . my past has NOTHING to do with you , so i don’t like hearing it come out of your mouth , at least not in a negative way . sometimes i feel like you don’t want me to have a good time , enjoy my last year of high school , or hang out with my friends and go out . is going to a school event such a crime ? i love you with all my heart , don’t get me wrong .. i just feel like you always have something negative to say about me . you have a tendency to talk bad about me or like i did something wrong . i’ve been with you for over two years , and if i wanted those basketball boys , football boys , or any other boy , i would have been gone for them , but i haven’t because i’m in love with you . you’re the one i wake up thinking about and go to sleep thinking of . i wish you didn’t put me down like you do sometimes .. i wish i felt like you trusted me completely .. i wish you would move on from the past .. but that’s just how highly you think of me .